As I came up over the ridge I couldn’t help but feel that maybe, just maybe, ultralight is not always the perfect solution for every backpacking trip. I stood there, wet, tired and miserable. I had just hiked 15 kilometers on a cold rainy afternoon along the Laugavegur trail in Southern Iceland. The trail stretches roughly 75 kilometers from the north in Landmannalaugar down to the south in Skogar. I made my journey in mid June a week after the trail had just been opened for the season. Snow was still prevalent along this part of the trail from Landmannalaugar to Hrafntinnusker. I flew in from Stockholm to Reykjavik and arrived around 9 in the morning. From there it was about a 4 hour bus drive along thin gravel roads, streams and an endless view of mountains and volcanic ash.

After 12 hours of traveling I just wanted to move, I needed to get out and walk and even though I arrived at Landmannalaugar at 4 in the evening, I made the decision to just walk. I couldn’t be bothered by the massive rainfall or the awesome hot springs. I pulled out my rain jacket, adjusted my backpack and made my way.

I arrived at that ridge after about 4 hours of hiking in wet, cold snow feeling like shit. Sure the first hour was a blast, but the rest, not so much. I just wanted to get somewhere warm and pitch my tarp for the night. When I reached that ridge overlooking the campsite the only thought that came to mind was “fuck”. My shitty day is turning out to be only worse, what I wouldn’t give for a 4 season, two layer tent, a thick winter sleeping mat and bag. Perhaps even a warm bed and shower. I looked over at the cabin walked in and requested a bed for the night. Of course I wasn’t alone here, all the beds were taken. I resigned and accepted the fact that tarp it would be.

When I stood there looking over the campsite, dread creeping in on the knowledge that I would now have to walk from the warm cabin down to the campsite about 100 meters away, cold and wet, walking in knee high snow in my mesh trail runners, knowing all too well that my night was about to be much worse than my day. I was unprepared for a winter hike, the thought that I would be hiking in knee high snow in the middle of June simply didn’t occur to me. While I tend to plan well, and pack warm. A tarp, trail runners and a torso pad with a summer quilt are not always the best choices for a winter hike. To make matters worse the campsite was placed at the bottom of a deep valley with no trees or wind shields in place. The wind was screaming down the snowy mountain side.

After a while I was finally able to set up my tarp in the volcanic ash, placed out my torso pad on my plastic trash bag ground floor and in the end, I was longing for that warm bed. The feeling of dread overtook me later on when I was really warm in my bag and had to get out, walk that 100 meters with frozen shoes on because I had to take a raging piss.

The moment of change

It was in that moment lying in my warm sleeping bag, knowing I would have to get up, get clothed and put those freezing cold shoes on and hike 100 meters in that snow in the middle of the night just to take a piss, that my love for ultralight backpacking and hiking altogether started to dwindle. This is how backpacking works, it tests us mentally and physically on all levels. This first days are always the worst. 

When I crawled back into my sleeping bag, wet and miserable I started to re-think how I would like to tackle these situations in the future. I started to wonder if the entire trail would be like this or if it’s just here, at the northern end of the trail. In any case I started to write down what changes I wanted to make to my gear. What worked what didn’t and so on. I wanted to find a good compromise of weight and comfort as well as usability in all situations. I found that while my general backpacking weight is very light, a base weight on this trip of about 2.5 kilos (5.5lbs), it was lacking in overall comfort and safety for surprise conditions. When I started to write everything down I found that I made certain compromises that were simply not necessary: I could easily hold the same weight with more comfort and safety without crossing the threshold to “stupid light”.

Some of the bigger changes I had to make was to my torso pad and sleeping mat (I carry both a blow up wide torso pad and an evazote sleeping mat) these together weighed about 500 grams. I also had to re-think my trailrunners. Not necessarily changing from trails runners to boots, more changing to a different form of trail runners.

Why not boots? Well, to be honest that first day I was longing for a pair of nice warm boots, longing for the comfort and warmth boots can obtain in cold, wet climates. Then I made my way into that first hut at Hrafntinnusker and saw that everybody’s shoes and feet were wet and cold. The only difference is that my shoes would be dry in the morning while everybody else will have to put hot warm feet into wet cold boots that would stay wet and cold the entire trip. On top of that I really like when my feet get hot in trail runners that I just plow through some cold water and voila! Cooled down and ready to go. What I wanted to change in my shoes was the sturdiness, I was sick and tired of stubbing my toe along the trail and it hurting like hell afterwards because my trail runners are the equivalent of walking barefoot as far as how much protection they give.

I was also looking at perhaps changing my tarp to a more traditional tent – heavier of course than what I have, but still keep me within my 3 for 3 goal, the 3 for 3 I talk about extensively in my book Ultralight and comfortable. It’s basically your biggest three items under 3 kilos. (Tent, sleep system and backpack)

I also started to re-think just what my goals where, the truth is, backpacking is not a black and white equation. I can’t give you all the answers and what will work for you specifically. I am constantly trying out new variations along new trails. I personally don’t like hikes longer than 14 days, you might like month long trails. More power to you. I also at this moment in my life have zero ambition to climb mount Everest or hike the entirety of the Appalachian trail.

In the end

My gear choices worked very well, but what had me thinking was that I had left very little margin for error. As I stated earlier, I am quite good at planning my trips, and forseable problems that might occur. I had even understood that there would be snow along the northern section of the trail. But for some reason it seemed to have slipped my planning. It turned out that the rest of the trail was more what I planned for, and I had a great time.

I did start to re-think my packing though, and it’s quite easy to go stupid light, and it’s something I still do from time to time and it’s usually in conjunction with arrogance. Sometimes I just take certain situations for granted because I am too comfortable with my own experience and skill. While it’s good to have knowledge and skill, it’s no crutch for making stupid decisions.

A thought

With that said, I want to propose a different approach to the ultralight movement, or at least my own movement of the Ultralight and comfortable variation. Just as the heavy miserable community or traditional backpacking community obsesses about “ruggedness, survivor, name brand” and so on. The ultralight community has a tendency to go overboard on the “ultralight, superlight, grams, ounces”. We spend so much time obsessing about weight, that somewhere along the lines we have to lift our eyes a bit and realize that different hikers have different goals. I would also like to suggest that lighter is not always more comfortable. Sometimes a backpack that weighs 1.3 kilo with a sturdy frame, hip belt and good carrying capacity is a much better choice than the 300 gram Ikea bag sewn into a backpack – for any purpose.

So we have to find a good medium, maybe we still have to obsess about the weight, but we have to take into consideration comfort, distance of hike and of course the goals of the hiker. When I made that trip in Iceland I couldn’t help but stare at everybody and think “those poor bastards, they simply have no clue”. I can only assume that everybody looked at me at thought “wow, that guy is simply amazing with his ultralight gear.. Looks like he is flying over the terrain”.

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  1. I don’t care what your crowd says…trail runners (or let’s face facts here: “sneakers”) are not appropriate for backpacking beyond well groomed trails in good weather. If it something you will be wearing the whole hike, weight is just not a real issue. This is true with things like wool sweaters too…if the highest temp is going to be 10C it doesn’t matter if you wear a 900 gram wool sweater or a 200 gram plastic item, does it? Not to me. Light only really matters in what is on your back.

    I also have serious reservations about non-free-standing tents…either bring a free-standing tent or bring no tent at all. What good is a tarp, pyramid, or non-free-standing tent in places where it is impossible to set it up? That alone could be a matter or life or death. At least when you have no tent you make decisions knowing that fact! I go out with just a space blanket, and my shelled sleeping bag quite often and, yes, i’ve gotten wet, my down has gotten wet…but whatever, i’m still alive…it only got bad a couple of times…and really once the sun came up i forgot all about it.

    Regarding “walking 100m to take a piss”….what are you, a teenage girl on her period? Just stand up and whip it and out and piss…you are outdoors for godsakes…that is part of what it means to be outdoors. At the very least, just piss in one of your water bottle and clean it out in the morning at the first stream or spring you come to. Hard core rock climbers shit into paper bags!

    I don’t know, but methinks that you may have the equipment and the desire to go superlight but not the proper mindset.


    1. I would certainly say our hiking philosophies are different you and I. As I don’t agree really with your opinion on trailrunners or tents.. But it’s a matter of experience and what we want from our hiking. To each his own.


    2. “I don’t care what your crowd says…trail runners (or let’s face facts here: “sneakers”) are not appropriate for backpacking beyond well groomed trails in good weather.”

      Sorry, but this is complete nonsense. I have hiked for hundreds of miles over the toughest Alpine terrain in trail runners. I don’t do this to be ‘cool’ or to say I’m ultralight – I do this because, for me and for my requirements, trail shoes are legitimately better in a whole host of ways than boots. For me (and I stress the ‘for me’ part) boots would be a significant downgrade.

      Some people prefer boots, which is of course fine. Others prefer trail runners. Both work, and that’s a fact.


      1. I’m on your side here.. I honestly think that for other than winter and late fall conditions, boots are a horrific choice..

      2. Warren Crutcher October 14, 2018 at 5:05 am

        I use boots, perhaps because I am just starting to change other parts of my kit and have always thought I needed them. Science is pretty clear about weight on your feet significantly increasing your work load over the long haul. I will try the trail runners at some point, just dont have tons of money to change EVERYTHING at once. I did want to say though, that I dont have problems with hot feet, and having used boots for a long time, I know how to select good boots that fit me well. I just havent had the problems that the author has had yet…. But I also dont go as long or far as him…. I am sure I will get there eventually. I will also say that with my job I spend 16 hours a day in rubber boots, so perhaps that does something for my feet. I have friends that have done some serious shit wearing Vans slip-ons….they have strong ankles! I will take it slow and careful when I get into more minimal footwear, so as not to injure myself and build my muscles in an orderly way. Where the author connects with me on footwear, is when he talks about people with boots pussy-footing around to cross that creek, instead of just going for it… That’s totally me and I am sick of that time wasting shit!

    3. Have been doing “heavy and miserable” backpacking for almost 30 years (boots, sturdy tent and +25kg backpack), but not anymore! I still enjoyed being outdoors allot, but the extra range and comfort (while on the move) from carrying a lighter load is simply amazing.

      If there is any nonsense here, it is that someone claim that one need a freestanding tent and solid boots. Yes the sturdy boots can keep you dry for half a day (but seldom more than that), but from then on they are mostly just heavy, they are wet and they give you blisters. And during my more than 30 years in Norwegian mountains (manly north of the polar circle) I’ve never needed a free standing tent, never.


  2. I dont agree with tents and trainers(above comment) but i do agree just to pull it out and piss inside yr wont do you any harm.


    1. yes of course I agree there.. eventually it’s what I did as well.. but I was freezing my ass at the time and that was more of the thought I had in my head rather than the actual action.


  3. I really like your thoughts on the difference between light,superlight and stupidlight. And (in my opion) the most important thing, ” the goals of the hiker”.
    Thank you for sharing your thoughts.


    1. Thank you


  4. There are two sorts of wild camping hikers:
    1. Those who piss in their coffee mug in their tent at night
    2. Liars

    PS: I’ve got my 3 to 3.5kg, but I’m struggling to get much below that without sacrificing the kind of comfort I like, so I’m content with that. It’s certainly much less that the 6kg it used to be!


    1. Well.. the positives of having a floor less shelter is that you dp]ont have to pee in your coffee mug 🙂


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